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Hey guys...a lot has been happening in my life right now and I haven't been able to handle everything or my emotions until now and even now I'm still struggling to hold on.
Me and my Boyfriend broke up, we had a seriously fucked up situation and by the end of it he claims he's fallen in love with someone else. I'm still living with him and his new girlfriend, as hard as it is I'm struggling to keep my emotions in check and try to get enough money to buy a car. I'm moving to Tennessee when I get it all taken care of so I can be closer to my sister and father, they've offered to help me get back on my feet.
I apologise to those I haven't talked to and to those who I owe art to, please bear with me until I get through this, its caused my Bipolar to flare up as well as my ADHD and ODD and Manic Depression so I'm a ball of unexpressed feelings and I'm stuck between wanting to break down crying some days and wanting to break things and then wanting to just sit there and pretend everything is fine.
I'm sorry guys...
Me and my Boyfriend broke up, we had a seriously fucked up situation and by the end of it he claims he's fallen in love with someone else. I'm still living with him and his new girlfriend, as hard as it is I'm struggling to keep my emotions in check and try to get enough money to buy a car. I'm moving to Tennessee when I get it all taken care of so I can be closer to my sister and father, they've offered to help me get back on my feet.
I apologise to those I haven't talked to and to those who I owe art to, please bear with me until I get through this, its caused my Bipolar to flare up as well as my ADHD and ODD and Manic Depression so I'm a ball of unexpressed feelings and I'm stuck between wanting to break down crying some days and wanting to break things and then wanting to just sit there and pretend everything is fine.
I'm sorry guys...
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I can do human or furry/anthro or feral
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Updates : Hurt My Right Side
06/19/18 :new:
I woke up on Sunday with a back ache which is normal for me in the mornings i get really stiff for a few hours before my body catches up but i ended up somehow pinching a nerve when i went to get dressed for work :'D I ended up going to the hospital and being told i have Sciatica on the right side of my back/hip and am currently restricted to 30 min of activity in bouts. I scared the shit outta my boyfriend when i woke him up screaming in pain haha... I was unable to do anything on my own until yesterday afternoon.
Just figured I'd give a little update since i started doing that drawing a day challenge and managed to skip 2 d
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<3 I'm sorry that's all going on luv. I really hope things get better for you and that you can get to your family soon. The sooner you're out of that toxic situation, the better. I'm proud of you for managing to get through it so far. I know you can do it just this little bit longer so you can go get the support you need.